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Sunday, August 10, 2008
Moody lately~

Hmms... I ahve been moody lately...

Maybe cos I am stressed... I mean I already heck care ALOT of things le.. but still lidat... dunno y

After serious consideration, I have decided to leave the Whatevers.

I wasnt in it in the start, and by right, i shouldnt be in it! I have seen that ppl wanna join Whatevers, but was always rejected.. I mean, then why am I the special one? ITS NT FAIR!!

Also, as the oldest in the Whatevers, and the Nanny of it, I have to "take care" of those younger ones.. and to me, it is a commitment, and it is kinda stressful.. I mean I know the stress is I give myself de lor!!! But the only way to stop this is to leave it...

When I was in it, if there is a time that i must choose between 2 groups of ppl to go out with, I will choose whatevers, no matter what... And I PS my friends... And wads worse is, nt everyone thinks the same as me.. To me, thats another annoying part...

Now, I can, without stress, choose my friends too... I dun need to be so committed to whatevers anymore...

Well, I cannot deny the fact that there are some bad memories in there, and that I aint in very good terms with some of them, but it is NOT the main reason why I left...

Forgive me of my selfishness... But it is a hard decision for me too... I love the Whatevers, now and forever.. But I have to leave... I wun forget u guys.. dun forget me yea? Do ask me out too, but I cant promise I can be there 90% of the time anymore...

Have fun Whatevers, and take care of urself k?!

I removed my Profile on the whatever blog, and the admin rights in the blog... Haha... =D

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Well, just now I cycled, and I kinda almost cried.. I also dunno what.. maybe is stress... haha... Dun worry, I can get over it de luhhs... I am strong de.. Just that I have my weak times.. =D

Jie, thx for being there for me... Jia you in ur studies...
Meii, thx for listening... I'll continue to update u of my life.. =D

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