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Monday, August 24, 2009
DO You Know?

ALL NONSENSE!!

Do you know how much I love you?

Do you know why I can on and off wanna jio you?

Do you know why after so many times of trying and retrying, I still dun give up on you?

Do you know why I care so much?

Do you know why I try so hard to make u happy, but everytime I just failed to do so, but I never stop trying?

Do you know that my mood is always your mood of the day?

Do you know that I wanted to tell you so many times I LOVE YOU, but nothing comes out from my mouth?

Do you know that I was SO determined to make you happy even if I can never be with you with any relationship status?

All I want is to be with you, to make you happy, to help you, to be your Shou Hu Tian Shi.. To watch over you and to make sure your life is a happy one?

All I need is you to smile at me and say "thx FeRdy" and this is the best present for me. All I need is you to be able to open up and tell me what has been bothering u lately.

But sometimes, I think you don't need me. Afterall, I am just a friend you know online. I am not worthy to be so important over ur real life friends.

After so many things that have happened, that I know, you are the one I truly Love... All the songs u like, all the shows u like, all the things u like to do, all times we had together, all the sadness, all the happiness, all the places we went, all the things we did, all the friends we made tgt, all the times where I see u closer to someone else and I gets jealous... I REMEMBER THEM ALL!!!

WHY? All because you are the most important person in this whole world!! I can give up all my friends, all my wants just for u. Though I know u won't do the same. Love is never I do this, you should do it too kinda thing..

But... I just want you to know is, I AM HERE FOR U!! I LOVE YOU!! I just want to see you happy!!

I Love You... ...


**everyday i sit and think, why am i so foolish to have loved someone for 3 yrs, feeling so silly and stupid, waiting for a nevercoming love? why should i cry, why should i emo, why should i even be bothered about someone who will never be mine? I am crazy, mad.... .... dying soon**

The DIVA ♥