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Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Dunno wad to say already.. Again and again this happens

Don't think so much Ferdy!!

Why? Why must this happen to me? People around me, one by one get tgt... All I can do is envy...

Its nt that I am choosy, in fact, there is nth to choose from...

All those choices I have in my mind aint available now... When I fix on one, that one must disappoint me, and then someone else gets closer to me.. Make me so messed up only..

I want to give up, but is it that simple? If Ah Ha can gimme Wang Qing Shui (a potion to forget love) like how he gave Andy Lau (in his song, Ah Ha gei wo yi bei wang qing shui), life wouldn't be so hard like now...

Love is addictive, love is senseless, love has no reason.. Love, cant be forced.. Is patience even a key to love? Is waiting going to end up fruitful, or will it be an endless wait? No one will know till you find the answer yourself.. People around me tell me, WHY WAIT FOR HER? 3 yrs.. Its not short.. Why waste ur time? Dun give up the forest for a tree! But, I always believed waiting and showing and proving you love that person will touch that person.. But I guess I am wrong..

I think I myself have done more than enough.. I already dunno wad else to do.. Everytime I want to really show my love, the chance will slip off.. Am I waiting too much that I actually miss chances? Am I too impatient? Should I wait even longer? 5 yrs? 10 yrs? maybe till I am 50yrs? or maybe till she gets MARRIED?!?! Or even have children!??!?!?!?!

I dont know anymore... I am just so confused...

Nothing makes sense now.. Nothing proves to me waiting is worth while.. Sometimes, I even wonder if I am even just a friend to you, or just an online, virtual person, whom you can play with and dump one side when u dun need me? Am I not around and visible enough for you to see me? Am I not good enough for u to rmb? Am I not trustworthy enough for you to tell me your troubles? Why is that impt guy not me?

I think guardian angel is outdated.. I shall slowly disappear from your life.. I shall not bother u, cos u matter too much to me, that I couldn't bear you not seeing me around you.. Since I am that unimportant to u, I am no longer visible.. I shall vanish..

Bye, my dearest _____~
Love you~

The DIVA ♥