I have decided, life goes on... I have to let go of my loves... Every one of them.. Some, already letted go, some just able to do it... Whatever it is, I just hope they stay as my friend forever.. I just want them to b happy... See them have BFs, see them laugh, and be by them if ever they need to cry... I don't want to lose any friends...
Life is always like that... I like you, you like him, he like her, she like them... WOW... If ever there is a chance that u like someone, TELL HIM/HER!!! Get the answer.. You'll never know if he/she feels the same for u.. And if he/she does, cherish him/her.. Those chances dun always come...
Try your best to win that person if needed... But when I say best, means there is a limit... Stop when its necessary~
Love is the process, the journey, thats beautiful.. Not the end, the destination.. Remember the journey, cos the end is not always beautiful.. Love cos it brings beautiful memories... Memories you can cry when u think of it, memories you can laugh at, memories you and think of... Love, something hurtful, but fulfilling... Something nice, but pricks once in awhile...
Go on FERDY!! Live your life, fulfil your dreams.. Treat those people around you as friends, take a break from love for the time being... You have tried hard enough, you earn your rest...
All we need is a few short breaths, and move on...
Love like you have never loved anyone before when u have the chance... At least, you won't live with any regrets...
I have finally let go of love... My love for Jacinda, Jieyi, Cheryl, Rinko, Jervine... Throughout those years, I have never let go of Cheryl and Rinko... The rest, might just be my passing clouds... but for these 2, they are my stars... they will forever be shining, even in the day... All I wanna say is, live your life happily, and that's all I am asking for from you...
Found Jacinda and Jervine once again... Paras with Jervine was fun... Nuer and Daddy Forever!
Back in contact with Rinko... That birthday will be an unforgettable experience for me.. Sorry for choosing the wrong present~ Stay happy! Shifu and Tudi forever!!
As for Jieyi, thx for talking to me as a friend when I was down... I appreciates it... Talk to me if u have any troubles k? I am here if u need mee~
Lastly, Cheryl, though idk why u change HP and nvr inform me, and not online on MSN etc, I just wan you to know, I treat u as a friend... Just a Friend... So, talk to me when u r ready.. I am always here!
Finally, I can let go of all these after all these years! I m gonna go for my dreams now.. WISH ME LUCK OK?
FRIENDS FOREVER!!!
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*I am glad I ain't crying when I typed this post... ...
