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Thursday, January 28, 2010
My Dream~ Is this a hint or what?

Yesterday, I was surprised by an sms. For 4 years that I knew her, she hardly initiate our outings. Most of the time, I'll sms her on Thursdays or Wednesdays to ask if she is free on Friday. This time, she messaged me to ask if I wanna meet TODAY! And guess what? I took off today on Monday. It was a planned off, but not planned for her. Accuracy or Fate? Or is it plainly coincidence? HAHA!!

After some chatting, she said she can't confirm yet, cos her mum won't b home and she dun wanna leave her sis at home alone etc..

So, I asked God. Is this s hint? Should I continue to wait silently, or just give up totally? I really wanna give up, but I am afraid miracles come the wrong time etc..

THEN, I had this dream last night. I dreamt that we celebrated birthday. We were so close on my birthday I was so happy.. We planned to meet the next day.. There were other ppl involved in this dream but i cant rmb who.. The next day, she totally ps-ed us.. She didn't came.. I called her and heard someone else in the phone.. A guy..

I kinda scolded her (i think?)... She then got damn pissed off and scolded me back... Then on, whenever i saw her, she would give me attitude and scold me again.. And guess what.. In this dream, cos its a dream, I seem to meet her EVERYWHERE I GO.. Though in real life, I only met her coincidentally like less than 5 times on the road.. We stay so near yet seldom have this fate to meet...

Then I was running around a building, in and out of connected room (dont ask me why, cos this part dun make sense... I think I am running away from her)... Then I saw a friend, and he treated me to canteen food... I saw my PRIMARY SCHOOL STALL HOLDERS IN THIS CANTEEN! And he treated me a special kind of Milo.. Its like weird.. And I woke up..

My face were so.. err... just like I cried before lidat.. Did I cry in my dreams?!? IDK...

Somebody tell me.. What does this dream mean? Dreams usually dont make so much sense, as in can't be told as a story... I don't usually remember so much about my own dream.. I asked God for an answer (not hint anymore cos i can't take it le), and I got this dream.. I feel damn sad in the dream...


*Mood: Feel like crying.. Don't feel like going out with anyone, but alone.. Probably to cry and scream or wad..

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